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January Reflections

The first month of 2009 is almost over – I’ve got mixed feelings about this, to be honest. I walked into the new year with so many questions and uncertainties. As it winds down, I appear to be approaching a good place with direction, focus and blindingly obvious reasons for why the chaos and avalanche of work ahead is necessary.

I took photos today for the first time in ages and it felt Girl With Cameraextremely good. That was one of my new years goals…so here’s to keeping it up for more than a day!

Girl With Camera has also been ‘revolutionized’ with a classic  theme from Brian Gardner. As soon as the idea took hold, it had to be done. The Black Canvas theme is a huge improvement from what was there before (too bad I don’t think ahead when I get this urge and take a screenshot for a ‘before’ look…) – and thankfully is also insanely easy to use. Publishing photos should always be this easy.

Alright – enough said…bring it on, February.

As if I’m going to cook tonight

So, cooking is pretty much on hold until I get my kitchen in order and organized. What a mess…I’m not sure how we accumulated this many pots and pans, but they are all over the place. Hand-me-downs, impulse purchases and wedding gifts…have made it impossible to squeeze everything into our teeny new cooking oasis.

It feels good to be “settled” though – straddling two apartments was getting a little bit old (“I think I’ll make some…oh wait.” “Where are my slippers..?”) and it was really time to say goodbye and be done with that chapter of our lives.

As predicted…artsy friends were visibly unimpressed with our IKEA artwork.

Now there’s less time for organizing (and Melrose Place – we plowed through Season 2 in a weekend. AMAZING.) and more time for getting prepped for 2009. Lots of planning, writing, working to be done. It’s a good time for focus.

So much stuff, so little time

I deluded myself into thinking a move down the hall would be a-okay, no problem at all. I was wrong. There was one one crucial piece of the equation I missed entirely…the minute enough stuff was in the IMG_2628new place to make it feel like home, all I wanted to do was forget about the stacks of books, piles of paperwork and closet of “stuff” that I don’t use anyway.

Where did all this crap come from?

I’m not really sure, but I’m even less sure about what the hell to do with it all. Our storage locker downstairs (still occupied by three large boxes of crummy magazines owned and neatly packed away, but discarded, by the previous tenant) is smaller, we’ve cut the closet space down in half and my kitchen…oh, the kitchen.

Cabinet space is at a minimum, but the thing we regret overlooking the most in this teeny little cooking oasis are the drawers. There isn’t a cutlery organizer around that will fit in this mini sized drawer – not to worry…that’s what IKEA is for, right?

Maybe not. We came home with a jar that might be useful for storing cutlery on the counter and a giant piece of artwork that my artsy friends would shame me for owning.

Damn you, IKEA. You and your twisty hallways and decorating ideas.

Make it Happen

Tomorrow we get the keys to our new apartment down the hall. Yes, that’s right, we’re moving again. Not by choice (who moves down the hall by choice?) but by the simple fact that I would rather not pay rent on a downtown high rise condo…that’s for sale.

You got it – our landlord has somehow gotten it into his head that this would be the PERFECT time to sell. Nine months into the lease, six months after the building was finally finished (our families were less than impressed with the drywall and juvenile graffiti scribbled in our hallways when they came to visit), and…oh lord how many months is it now?…let’s just go with “smack dab” in the middle of a recession……he’s putting the place on the market.

Is it a firesale? Oh no. No, no, no, that would be silly. The condo is going on the market for over $150k more than what units this size typically go for in the building. If our doorman’s reaction was any indication of the resale market in the building right now, this just ain’t going to happen.

So, back to moving down the hall.

I happen to be a big fan of moving, as I’ve mentioned before. But moving down the hall? Well…we’re just going to take it one room at a time and get ‘er done. At the very least…tomorrow should be interesting.

My New Years Resolutions

From yesterday’s lament, some of my goals for 2009 might not be so surprising. But here they are.

Take more photos. I miss my camera. A lot. I’m carting a laptop/camera bag around without any camera equipment. I may not be able to stick to a daily photo schedule, but darn it…photos will be taken.

Read more blogs. I’ve been missing out on a ton of conversations. Yep, my blog reader is full of articles, pontifications and predictions I missed.

Figure out what I really want to do with Debanter. Randomness be damned – I’ve got to figure out some sort of editorial structure here or I’ll be wandering off again faster than you can say lazy blogger.

Take a vacation. So many places to go, so little time. Just a little mini break would be oh-so nice and i’m determined to fit it in somewhere (if I put it in writing, it’ll happen…right? Right?).